So… something incredible happened a few days ago. It was a life changing moment. I’m still in shock. It seems like things are starting to turn around but I feel like it’s too good to be true. Let me tell you something. I’m terrified. Really… I am. I think I am completely outdated and out of a touch with reality. I’m losing my mind. Things were taking a serious negative turn. I was honestly giving up. Then out of nowhere, there’s an opportunity to change everything in my life. It’s going to take some time but now I know it can happen. Is the dream coming to a reality? I have to be more focused, now more than ever. I have to be more disciplined with my budget. I have to take more risks. I want to create a shop trailer to advertise the Hartford album. I have to finish the album. I will definitely finish this album before June. I have to be focused…. I have to be disciplined…
I decided to hold off advertising the album until later on in the year. I know it’s drastically different than what I originally wanted to do but I think this is a better plan. I have to be more strategic with my budgeting. It gives me time to get the funding needed to have a successful advertising campaign.
I am starting to plan my next trip. I would love to go to Cape May. I think it’s going to be beautiful. I would love to go during the first week of June. After the Hartford Album is finished. I am back on track. I have to become stronger.
I know this is a short post. I could go into a lot more details about what exactly happened but I won’t for now. I don’t want to jinx myself. I will at a later date. For right now, I want to focus on this album. I have to keep going. The obstacles are endless but I can’t let it destroy me.