March 3rd, 2019 Update: I am adding designs and music videos made before this domain was bought in December 2013. The Wizard Says Goodbye was originally posted on January 11th, 2013. I had a different domain at that time called katherinebarnett.me. Unfortunately, I lost all written content for the blog. I did write a little bit about the design on my Youtube Channel. You can read more information about The Wizard Says Goodbye below. Thanks!
I’ve been very distraught over the past two days. I have to make a decision soon that can threaten all the work I’ve done so far on my shop and on youtube. I didn’t expect this sudden change of events. I guess it’s my fault to think that I would have enough time to fully develop my channel and my art shop. Bad stuff just keeps happening… I don’t understand. I’ve been questioning the value of my work recently. Does it have any value because I’m not making any money to depend on it for survival? I place many hours into my work and in the end since I’m not making enough money to financially rely on it then it’s automatically secondary to reality.
I feel shattered right now. I don’t want to let this go. I love it so much. But does it matter in the end? There’s just so much more I want to do.
Well… I made this design in the midst of the personal chaos. I worked on this design for about 7 hours altogether. I finished it today. I wanted to use this song for a while now and I think it’s very fitting to the design and strangely to how I’m feeling.
Song in Video: This aint Kansas by Krackatoa. (3/3/19 Update: This song is no longer available on Free Music Archive. I do apologize but I did find another website that has the song available.)